A knock upon the door of the man the entire neighborhood
knew only as Ashavan awoke the old man from a long bout of contemplation that had
been taking place over a book resting open on his table. At some point the
conversation he had been having with the writings of an ancient writer had abandoned
the book’s pages and taken up residence within his mind. So frozen had he been
that it almost appeared he had found some spot outside the stream of time.
Such places exist among the endless abodes of every major
city, places that seem to be sanctuaries from the present, immune to the hustle
and bustle, the sound and fury that in the end change nothing. Like long unopened
books sitting upon dusty shelves, there exist people filled with knowledge that
has somehow been saved from extinction. But buried as they are by time, there abides
in them yet a seed awaiting the proper condition for germination. There is some
process that occurs in dormancy, some subtle shifting of the fabric of reality
that science has yet to discover. From such forgotten places as these
occasionally springs, in some unseen future, a gigantic oak whose day has come.
He had been on the verge of something, some subtle thought
that he could sense was true, profound. It was a butterfly that fluttered
towards a deeper understanding, a new way of perceiving the world. He had
experienced it often enough in his life, this briefest glimpse of something at
the edge of consciousness. He had experienced it enough to realize that this
was how all great discoveries began, like discovering the first thin tendril of
a vein of gold that awaited mining. To be dragged away at such a moment was
being awoken from a very pleasant dream. But as much as one tries, one can only stay so long in the
world of reverie before returning to the far more unpleasant world that the
collective mind had so far been able to cobble together.
Annoyed as he was by the interruption of someone at his
door, he managed to realize there was some connection that existed between what he
was reading and the person who stood outside. There was, after all, some
purpose to his long searches into the past. Flowers would someday bloom from
the roots he followed downwards towards nourishment. Such a flower perhaps now
awaited him.
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